...Saat Terakhir...

tak pernah aku terfikir...
tak pernah aku bayangkan...
kau akan pergi tingggalkan aku sendiri...
tinggalkan aku keseorangan...
tinggalkan aku dalam kegelapan...
di saat aku masih lagi memerlukan mu...
tersangat sakit aku rasakan...
aku tak sanggup menahan semua ini...
inilah saat terakhir aku melihat mu...
jatuh air mata ku menangis pilu...
untuk aku melupakan mu...
ku perlukan sepanjang hayat ku...
hanya yang mampu aku ucapkan...
Selamat jalan...

...d' light...

i really2 miz dis moment.... really miz u... =<

... nothing importante...

hmmm... what i want 2 write rite here...
la...la...la...la... dont really have idea rite now...
ok la... dis month me life is not so good...
even though there a lot of good things happen 2 me...
but still the bad thing happen keep bothering me till now...
u know what this thing really make me mind go crazy...
with my final exam just around d corner... argghhh...
wtf... i'm suppose 2 stdy rite now... but i'm not in d mood...
actually i do not what was im typing rite here...
that all... just spending little time with me blog here...

hapy final exam evryone... hahaha...
have a nice f***kin day... =p

....????....

...what ive done...

it has been a long period i did not write in my blog...
as usual... very typical me.... i've have done another mistake...
wtf... i hate it...
i've hurt people did i really care...
including today it has been already 1 week i've not seen her face...
i miz u so much my dear sis...
please forgive me...
arghh.... y i always did this to her....y? y?
right now i just can pray that she always be hapy...
it ok if she did not want 2 c me anymore...
it good 4 her... at least i'm not hurting her feeling anymore...
u know what this what they call lying 2 me self... hahaha...
but if that is the only way 2 see her hapy....
i'm willing to do so... even it is really2 hurt...


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